Silent Sanctuary

Witnessing shards of my incadescent reveries

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Saturday, December 18, 2004

Just had to add another entry becoz I saw someone I feel happy for @ Friendster.

If u recalled much earlier,there's a "bro" of mine named Darren who told me he kinda fell for me.
I always took his love as a brotherly love and didnt even think it's weird/funny when he onced msg "I love you too".Well..all i rem in that msg is i ended off with a very sisterly "luv ya.."

But anyway he has found his gal.^^
No wonder he never msg much again.

Hey..I am happy for him,cross my heart!

But it also occured to me that I believed no guys would really love me for long.
I am saying it now with a current exception of Jason..so far.

It is not that I am being selfish and wanted those guys whom I rejected to stay for me.
Hell no.
But I guess it is somehow like all women that we would secretly and 'darkly' wish that the guys whom have entangled with us in a way or another would really stay for u.

It is just a lil bit of ..um..insulting if the guy who claim to love you,after being rejected,would find a new gal in a month or less than that.

Read Diana's case.

So sometimes I still think single is very good.
Other than you may get a lil lonely during seasons like Valentine,Christmas and the boo boo periods.
Or else other than that,i think being single is still mighty fine.
*sings Natasha Beddingfield "Single"*

Say..I dunno abt guys.

Maybe guys never wish they were once single.
Maybe they would rather be seen with different gals all the time on the street,then caught dead with another guy on the street.(Even they are really just straight.D-u-h)
Maybe their heart can just heal so fast,that within a month and so,they are off into a relationship again.

I mean...which gal doesnt wish to have someone who will really just wait for her..but again..maybe not!Yew..

But maybe at least not a change of 'heart' so fast?

Um...Think again.It still pays not to be totally so godamn serious in a relationship while u are young esp.
Dun wanna bear all the hurts and find it hard to trust again.

Of coz..unless ya the dumper.

Talk abt heart...
Yawns...
Mine has been ...ticking steadily.

If u think that's a gd sign,well..nothing is gd for long.
So we need new iginition!

Bring it on..baby~

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